~坚强的她~

她走了，留下了懵懂不知的我在她的背后................
发觉了，却还是与别人邂逅...............
她笑了, 却是我不在她身旁的时候............
知道了，我还是与别人忘我地邂逅............
终于她哭了，可是安慰她的人不是我............
我曾今想要接近她，可是往往做出决定的那一刻..........
我却只能望着她的背影，慢慢地离我远去.............
我不能阻止这一切发生，我只能眼睁睁地看着她.........
看着她那樱桃小嘴，令人脸红心如小鹿乱撞的水汪汪的大眼睛..............
她在开心聊着天............
哈哈哈哈，他俩聊着多开心...............
而我则在远方看着她迷人的笑容............
也许这也是一种幸福，一种自我安慰的幸福.............
我多渴望能够给她无数的欢乐，看她那不会腻的笑容.......
我想...........但是我不能.............
因为它的芳心已经被人收服了...............
她陶醉另一个他的美言，她宁愿为了他，放弃所有一切.........
朋友..........学业..........财富...........甚至是她的家庭.........
她永不后悔，她相信这就是她的真命天子..................
她毫不犹疑得跳下了这美丽的陷阱....................
终于，某一天...................她徘徊在我家的门口..................
她偶尔回头望一望，望着我家的窗口，希望着会有人忽然出现................
她惆怅的走着，她沉重的脚步渐渐的加快了...............
徘徊的频率，也增加了.........
最后她停下了脚步，望着窗口，然后走了...........
她的手抹走了脸上酝酿已久的泪珠子，鼓起气，再继续地走...........
走呀走呀，她的背影逐渐拉长...............
我终于忍不住了，我奔前去，拉着她的手..............
她忽然吓得愣住了.............
"你别走"我勉强地说出口..............
这时，她挣扎，试图想要挣脱我的手..............
我还是紧紧地抓着，因为我知道如果我放手了，我将会永远失去她...........
可是她跑了，我紧紧地跟随她.....................
她不见了，我失望得低着头，慢步走回家............
但是，我却隐约听见一个人哭的声音............是她
她的脸布满泪水，止也止不住................
她痛哭失声，为何会沦落到今天的地步................
此时，我看见了他脸上，手上和腿上明显的淤伤...............
她已经流露出她懊悔的表情.........................但是无可奈何，只能坦然接受.....................
后来，她似乎想通了................
他抹干了眼泪，对自己说
“我要努力坚强得生活下去，我要每天过得比每一天的昨天好！！！”
她表现出出乎意料之外的举动，她变了，她变得更坚强了..........
她又露出了失去已久的笑容了，再快步的走回家.....................
原来这么久了，似乎只有我一个人解不开心中的枷锁.............
好！！！从今以后，我要坚强的生活下去！！！！
我要过得比每一天的昨天好！！！！！！！

tired week~~

hey,now is holiday WEEK?
y i din feel like i'm rest enough?!
oh man,i juz felt like much stress and "stresser"..........
it is a tough holiday to me and so others,ya.....(u noe who i'm mention?ya,u right,of coz is them,some of my friends[kah kit,TM director,CK designer,karen maniinu,elvy ong,Karen lover JIMMY,cool AFEEQ,handsome de man kit,brownish hair de hua xin,attractive de wei kang and PITIFUL PUI SZE)
this story we planning now is a bit boring,so i'm cannot stand for this..........
but for FRIENDSHIP,i rather doing anything and everything.....................
CHEER UP!!!!!!TECK MING,i noe u can make it the best(mayb gua)
and COMING SOON...........WE ARE THE BEST

Exam WEEK~argh......

Here comes the SUFFER WEEK..........................EXAM WEEK
Perhap u all can score nice mark in EXAM
DO UR BEST,I know u all can do it...........
becoz u all are my friends..............

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i have nothing to say........
perhaps u know wat am i going to say...........
my mind cannot stop thinking about you...........
every moment,every second...................
i am very annoying...........
i have lost..............
i don't want this happen to me......
i cannot stand for this............
i am not a tough guy as you think............
i am waiting for someone..........someone who i ever really want.........
XXX XXX,i am waiting for you.........................