感觉那么近但是却很遥远........
I believe i could reach there but i can't......so sad....
所有的感觉只好深埋在自己的内心里....
Just let it be..........
感觉会好一点....
My heart will be less aching...

AC, NC, AA and NA

Train, Train, and Train.
再辛苦也要练习，再痛苦也要忍耐，
流了泪也不能让它白流。
没有身心疲惫的练习，是换不到喜悦的泪水。
LoL, what am i talking about?
你们当然不懂，
当时的你们是旁观者，现在的你们是当事者。
而我所述说的感觉是只有“当事者”才能够体会。
要努力啊， 不然后悔的将会是你们.....
当然还要照顾身体啊，病了就不好.....
xD，我正在想我现在正在用什么身份再说这一番话，
“哎呀”兄弟? 训练员？朋友？还是局外人？
==，希望你们胜利了也不要忘了在你们背后扶持着你们的“局外人”......
拜托拜托，希望诸神也好，耶稣也好，阿拉也好， 请祂们多多关照你们这一群“新丁”，
我希望你们能够获得胜利，我希望你们能够突破眼前的难关。
因为若不跨越眼前的那座山，就看不见山后的世外桃源。
痛苦是暂时，胜利是永恒。
咬紧牙关，挨过去。

[每日一题]
Should we apply suction or incised the snakebite wound to remove the venom in the blood?
[答案“改天”才揭晓]

For whom had LOST

You may think that it is such a bored to live in such place...
You might think that is it a right decision that you going to make...
You might think that is HE/SHE is your ONE?
You may think that you are alone...
You may think that why are they dispel from you...
You may think that why are they dishonest to you...

but,

Did you ever think that it is a GIFT to live while you are alive?
Did you ever think that you are holding someone back if you don't made your decision? No matter good or bad, a true friends will be your savior or your friend-in-need ,so GO AHEAD!
Did you ever think that how's HE/SHE think about you? There ain't 100% boyfriend/girlfriend but 50% couples(50+50=100 ^^)
Did you ever think that why you are alone? Take the first step, your true friend will hold your hand and walk until the day you lied beneath the earth
Did you ever think that what had you did? A misunderstanding? Unforgivable fault? Go ahead, and tell them how you feel? it won't hurt, I DARE YOU!
Did you ever think that you had dishonest to them? You said "why are they dishonest to you?" You disbelief your friend, why do they trust you? Rome isn't built in a day, but Hiroshima destroyed in a second (Hard to built, easy to break)

Are u wake up?
*Knock, knock

{take a deep breath, open your eyes , move your fingers, swing your foot}
If you can do all the instructions, congratulation!
You are healthy and you are lucky!
Tell yourself that you still can take a deep breath in this world, you are perfect and
you won't going to waste any time from now on!
Love your friends, appreciate their sincerity, help them while they needed, be the person who support them while you are still alive...
Tomorrow is too late...
Do it TODAY!

2010 Targets （文言文）

1. 抱得美人归（私人事也）
2.届周年际，突破五位数也（圣约翰事也）
3.举内营及赛也（圣约翰事也）
4.满江红！（学业事也）
5.和和气气，万象更新！（圣约翰事也）

搞掂YEAH!

WTH , are we out of our mind?

OMG....
Am i too free?
Why do i care?
Do i really want to help?
Do they really need my help?

Yes, i do!

I'm free
I do care
I really want to help!
And they also need my help ( i think so...)

p/s: to the person who think i LC to him,
I know what's your situation
I had been through your situation
I know what kind of feelings is it
So....
I want to help you
i do really want to help you
"love" isn't a big deal in our life!
come on, make up your mind!
The best is always right at the corner
so don't give up!
and
Do not let the feeling bring you down!
Cheer up!
Being mad isn't a good way to relief your stress
Be nice to the others
and you'll be treated nicely

My bet !

I'm so busy busy and busy~
I need some time to settle those things off
by the way,
this is the 1st time that i need to bet on my luck
this result will either guide me to my ambition(my determined future job) or
my different future(???)
Just wait for 1 more month,
and everything will be decided

真正的道歉（或是迟来的道歉）

我不能说我完全没有喜欢过你，
也不能够欺骗大家说那“六年”是假的。
但是如果这样如果因这而造成了你的困扰，
我很抱歉， 我向你说“对不起”。
为了表示我的诚意， 我已经删掉
"YOU REALLY PISSED ME OFF"的post了
我不知道即使我说了这么多，
你还会不会像以前那样的能够跟你轻轻松松地对谈，
但是我也希望各位"朋友”，
能够停止再散播谣言。
从今天2009年11月30日下午2时55分起，
结束长达几乎7年的暗恋
只是与"你"当朋友
一言既出，驷马难追！
我希望能够挽会当初只是朋友的美好^^