~坚强的她~

她走了，留下了懵懂不知的我在她的背后................
发觉了，却还是与别人邂逅...............
她笑了, 却是我不在她身旁的时候............
知道了，我还是与别人忘我地邂逅............
终于她哭了，可是安慰她的人不是我............
我曾今想要接近她，可是往往做出决定的那一刻..........
我却只能望着她的背影，慢慢地离我远去.............
我不能阻止这一切发生，我只能眼睁睁地看着她.........
看着她那樱桃小嘴，令人脸红心如小鹿乱撞的水汪汪的大眼睛..............
她在开心聊着天............
哈哈哈哈，他俩聊着多开心...............
而我则在远方看着她迷人的笑容............
也许这也是一种幸福，一种自我安慰的幸福.............
我多渴望能够给她无数的欢乐，看她那不会腻的笑容.......
我想...........但是我不能.............
因为它的芳心已经被人收服了...............
她陶醉另一个他的美言，她宁愿为了他，放弃所有一切.........
朋友..........学业..........财富...........甚至是她的家庭.........
她永不后悔，她相信这就是她的真命天子..................
她毫不犹疑得跳下了这美丽的陷阱....................
终于，某一天...................她徘徊在我家的门口..................
她偶尔回头望一望，望着我家的窗口，希望着会有人忽然出现................
她惆怅的走着，她沉重的脚步渐渐的加快了...............
徘徊的频率，也增加了.........
最后她停下了脚步，望着窗口，然后走了...........
她的手抹走了脸上酝酿已久的泪珠子，鼓起气，再继续地走...........
走呀走呀，她的背影逐渐拉长...............
我终于忍不住了，我奔前去，拉着她的手..............
她忽然吓得愣住了.............
"你别走"我勉强地说出口..............
这时，她挣扎，试图想要挣脱我的手..............
我还是紧紧地抓着，因为我知道如果我放手了，我将会永远失去她...........
可是她跑了，我紧紧地跟随她.....................
她不见了，我失望得低着头，慢步走回家............
但是，我却隐约听见一个人哭的声音............是她
她的脸布满泪水，止也止不住................
她痛哭失声，为何会沦落到今天的地步................
此时，我看见了他脸上，手上和腿上明显的淤伤...............
她已经流露出她懊悔的表情.........................但是无可奈何，只能坦然接受.....................
后来，她似乎想通了................
他抹干了眼泪，对自己说
“我要努力坚强得生活下去，我要每天过得比每一天的昨天好！！！”
她表现出出乎意料之外的举动，她变了，她变得更坚强了..........
她又露出了失去已久的笑容了，再快步的走回家.....................
原来这么久了，似乎只有我一个人解不开心中的枷锁.............
好！！！从今以后，我要坚强的生活下去！！！！
我要过得比每一天的昨天好！！！！！！！

tired week~~

hey,now is holiday WEEK?
y i din feel like i'm rest enough?!
oh man,i juz felt like much stress and "stresser"..........
it is a tough holiday to me and so others,ya.....(u noe who i'm mention?ya,u right,of coz is them,some of my friends[kah kit,TM director,CK designer,karen maniinu,elvy ong,Karen lover JIMMY,cool AFEEQ,handsome de man kit,brownish hair de hua xin,attractive de wei kang and PITIFUL PUI SZE)
this story we planning now is a bit boring,so i'm cannot stand for this..........
but for FRIENDSHIP,i rather doing anything and everything.....................
CHEER UP!!!!!!TECK MING,i noe u can make it the best(mayb gua)
and COMING SOON...........WE ARE THE BEST

Exam WEEK~argh......

Here comes the SUFFER WEEK..........................EXAM WEEK
Perhap u all can score nice mark in EXAM
DO UR BEST,I know u all can do it...........
becoz u all are my friends..............

...............

i have nothing to say........
perhaps u know wat am i going to say...........
my mind cannot stop thinking about you...........
every moment,every second...................
i am very annoying...........
i have lost..............
i don't want this happen to me......
i cannot stand for this............
i am not a tough guy as you think............
i am waiting for someone..........someone who i ever really want.........
XXX XXX,i am waiting for you.........................

i MISS A CHANCE~

ARGH!!!!!
THAT DAY,I SUPPOSE TO HAVE CHANCE TAKE PHOTO WITH HER
BUT,ARGHH!!!!!
WHY I'M SO STUPID!!!! I'M SO IDIOT!!!
I SHOULD SEIZE THE OPPORTUNITY TO TAKE PHOTO WITH HER OR EVEN
S.H.A.K.E. HER H.A.N.D.

we are the champion~

finally,we had won the champion.
by the way,我要在这里发表一些言论，那就是
我调，我再也不要演女的角色了！
（开玩笑的啦。。。其实我能够参演这次的戏剧表演，真的是要谢谢我们的导演咯。）
for those who nt well in chinese,i will try to translate what i'm write......
"by the way,i'm wan to publish some opinion that...........
DAMN IT!!!i dun wan to become'actress' anymore!!!(it's juz joke only la............actually i can join in this performance,i muz really really say thank you to our director 'HAMSAP MING'!!!

the most "beautiful" moment in my life~

I bet that u never saw a gurl that so "beautiful in ur life
*vomit....................
(if the person who saw my pic and feel very uncomfortable,plz forgive me who post the pic and dun forget to wite some comment,k?)
*those who are under 13,plz watch this pic with ur parents permission.