真正的道歉（或是迟来的道歉）

我不能说我完全没有喜欢过你，
也不能够欺骗大家说那“六年”是假的。
但是如果这样如果因这而造成了你的困扰，
我很抱歉， 我向你说“对不起”。
为了表示我的诚意， 我已经删掉
"YOU REALLY PISSED ME OFF"的post了
我不知道即使我说了这么多，
你还会不会像以前那样的能够跟你轻轻松松地对谈，
但是我也希望各位"朋友”，
能够停止再散播谣言。
从今天2009年11月30日下午2时55分起，
结束长达几乎7年的暗恋
只是与"你"当朋友
一言既出，驷马难追！
我希望能够挽会当初只是朋友的美好^^

好歌推荐 ^^

刚刚听了一首我认为挺不错的歌：暗恋
这一首歌是陶喆演唱的（不是Z-Chen ==")
只是其中一段我觉得很有意思的歌词：
~告诉自己要冷静
却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心
还是我没有信心
可是谁也不能阻止我
我要暗恋你~

*在此澄清:上述歌词确是出自歌曲,并非本人想法...=="

Few TARGET I want to archieve in this holiday

1.) Find a job
2.) Buy a Trend Micro Internet Security 2009 Pro (with my "salary")
3.) Organize a trip to A'Famosa (St.John)

4.) Say sorry to HTM (guess he knew what i had did, let me know if u had watch this,nudge also can)
5.) Convince my parents to upgrade our computer to 2GB RAM and install a graphic card
6.) Complete the"proposal" with KKJ
7.) Increase my height at least 5cm (I knew it is quite hilarious, so what?This is my target also!)

Well then, i think THIS IS IT!
GO GO H.B.B!!!

A Confession

i think i cannot keep on this "tight" situation....
i really sicked of it already.....
i apologizes for what i have i did that made u all felt "bad"...
but 1 thing,
i won't change my attitude,
this is the way i am going to treat them,
as long as they din complaint ,
i will continue to use my way to "communicate" with them.
As an example, let's talk about the last time's situation.
Most of people ask me why i so angry and scold "1 of them",
i din gave any explanation ,
because it is very obvious,
if 1 person wrong, why dun we let other people knew what he did wrong?
but u said u want to save the numbers ,
means u don't want quality.
Eventually, i know that after i had typed this "article" ,i sure will receive some sort of "complaint"and "bla bla bla....etc"
but.........
i hope u can imagine that if i din do that ,
what will others think......
weak?timid?blind?deaf?
sorry, i have to tell them this,
i am neither 1 of it.
1 person wrong, the others have the right to know what he did wrong
and he/she should pay for what he had did wrong.

CONCLUSION, i won't change my attitude....

To those who did not attend for the last meeting....

WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!....etc
To those honorable St. John members of Perimbun division KSS07/14 ,
please come for Saturday (25-7-2009) meeting,
your attendance is our pleasure.

The activities that may carry out on that day:
*secret
*private and confidential

To get more information about the activities that may carry out,
u must attend on that day, then u will only know

here are some pics from the last activities that had carried out:

All take photo together!!
Teacher was surrounded!!!LoLz!

Little report of today(鱼到爆！！！！)

从来没有这么“鱼”过....
sorry for keep u all standing under the hot sun,
well, honestly.....
I SUCKS!!
NEVER TRAIN COMMAND BEFORE, AND THAT WHAT I SHOULD DESERVE DE LO....
summore, never tried "NG" SO MANY TIMES.....
here is some simple conclusion for today:
1.command is not clear
2.“带衰” other people
3.activity is very interesting, everybody seems very enjoy it
4.got 3 "people" flee already
5.the "MCM"(most cham member) OF TODAY IS SERENA,CONGRATZ
reason:they force she to dance with me.......zzzz
summore,she escaped alrdy....lolz
Overall: quite enjoying for our new batch AJK and members too...^^
Rate : 75%
Advice : practice before you do it(say to own)
plan before you execute(just an advice,take it easy)

tough week.....

a week of holidays passed......
well, i din do anything yet(include homework)
but it won't last long, i gonna study hard in these few days..
study what? PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL
awwww,so many things in my mind,i just cannot get rid of it......
hope i could find a place to rest my head.

天有不测风云...
刹那间，好好的一个人忽然从你身边....消失了..
你会怎么办？

TODAY SO DAMN TERRIBLY SAD!!!!!!

so shame on me.....
omg,i cried at school..
#%#@$%#.....
it is the 1st time i cried at SMK perimbun.......my virgin cry(lolz)
well..
scolded by a woman...
i dunnoe y she want to scold me like shit,like i not deserve to live in this world..
holy $#!T!!!!
but...haizzz
actually i also gt wrong,i shudn't make noise while staying at the class
when other class having exam.....==
BTW, she said i STARE AT the GUMMY ,CUTE,BLOODY FAT teacher..
WTH!!!!actually,i'm just looking at her and keep nod my head only ma....
then she say i very arrogant.......haizzzzz
at the moment,my brain is blanked....i couldn't think anything..after few seconds.....
in my mind : WTH r u talking about??!?!!am i gt so ACTION while teacher scolded at me?????oh man,if really like dat,then today i sure GANTUNG by the teacher already...OMG,as a teacher also cannot think common sensely,then u straight away SHOOT me ,PWNED me........
that is the MOST "meaningful day" TO ME!!!!HURRAY!!!
==" :hope this thing won't happen twice.....

DAMN SAD!!!

@!#$@%^$!%....
All the teachers suddenly became so aggressive ! and then all the students of my class all kena "SHOOT" by the chubby,cute,bloody and responsible teacher (about her name,i dunnoe...==") well......the reasons we all scolded by the teacher is because we are too NOISY..
but haizzzzz, how come she dunnoe dat even a student can also be stressed, so we need to make some noise to let the "bad mood" from our body release through our mouth ma.... thats y we making noise!!!
summore,our "responsible " monitor was also scolded by the teacher too and i saw him cried too.... what a pity fellow....sad for him haizzzz,tomolo sure GG by those others teachers de la........ thats all for today.......(sad ending..)

blog updated!!!!!!!

THANK YOU TO MY DEAR FRIEND =======>CCK OR CK DESIGN
finally,he is willing to help me to update my bloggg!!!
thank you my friend!!!!!!

写爽的!!!!

study is ok ok only
but i have spirit to study to know everything that i can see in my life

my friends are ok ok only
but they never leave me behind ,they grab my hand and continue the journey TOGETHER!!!!

my family are ok ok only
but we are enjoy the time being together in a small home(well,sometimes not...lolz)
LIFE IS ENJOYABLE,SHARE YOUR JOY WITH YOUR FAMILY AND OUR FRIENDS!
CHERISH YOUR LIFE,LIFE IS IRREVERSIBLE

a NEW life in 2009

it is a whole new year to me!!!!!!
life never being so fun be4 like this!
well,i have done several things:
>>joined a compsquad(competition squad)
>>won 2 categories in the competition(1 gold in foot drill,1 silver in long case)
>>having fun with seniors all the night,UNSTOPPABLE!!!!
>>and get bald(B.A.L.D)
>>SLEEPING AT SENIORS HOUSE(lOlZ)

well,i also done "something" too:
>>having argue with my best friend
>>having argue with my family because of some misunderstanding
>>becoming lazy and more lazy.......zzz
>>becoming more aggressive(puberty)
>>1st time nude in front of seniors.......haha with my friends of course

My life isn't bored at all and it will getting better and better
CHEER UP!!!!